Sera Miles

I talked to kinky and scared men for years on the fetish phone lines.

Callers, clients, those who desire but are trapped by fear, I present you with this list:

1) Like you, I have fantasized about my kink since early childhood.

2) Like you, I have tried to wash my proverbial hands of my kink.

3) Like you, when I get off to my kink, the orgasm is staggering in its intensity.

4) Like you, I spent many years feeling guilty after said orgasms.

5) Like you, I am married.

6) Like you, I am a parent.

7) Like you, I hold down a respectable job that has nothing to do with my kink.

 8) Like you, I take out the garbage; load the dishwasher; call repair-persons; pay a mortgate/electric bill/phone bill/etc.; fold laundry; feel lazy sometimes; never get enough sleep; try to plan for my family’s future; open the mail; and buy groceries.

9) Like you, I was long ashamed to tell anyone of my kink. Like you, even when I first talked to other kinksters, on-line and on the phone, I was not willing to share every detail of my kink, for I feared they’d judge me.

10) Like you, I know that this kink will always be with me.

 

(Cross-posted on Kinky Sex Link.)