Feb 20

Oh, Princess Frida. Do you have faint lipstick stains on your back this morning? Does your mouth carry the taste of my burgundy heels?

Last night, I had the pleasure of humiliating the Desert’s favorite princess, Frida. We started off in a dark corner–away from the prying eyes blinking back at us in the dimly-lit dungeon. We negotiated. I laid out a few choice implements: a strap that doubles as a light bondage toy, a leather paddle, a flogger, and two tubes of red lipstick. Inexpensive red lipstick, the kind with an orange versus a blue undertone. The best toy for our scene was secreted in my bra.

I wrapped the strap around Frida’s neck and drew her pretty face close to mine. She fell to her knees, and I crouched down there with her–and lifted her toward my breasts as I slowly stood.

“Take off your shirt.” She complied, and I shifted her body so that she faced the suspended bed, still on her knees. Her skirt swept across her upper thighs, and I swept my flogger against her back.

“Ready to be my bitch?” I hissed in Frida’s ear. She nodded.

I teased her flesh with my hands and fingernails, pinched her nipples, grabbed the secret jewels between her dark thighs. I chanted dirty whore in her ear, laid into her back with my flogger, lifted her skirt and spanked her like a naughty little girl.

Then I put all the toys down. I caressed her warm flesh–my now perfect canvas. Frida’s nipples stood at attention as I wrote between them in cheap–as in Wet n Wild–lipstick: “I Love to Fuck.” Frida’s dark eyes widened and I twirled one of my legs over her head. I breathed hard on her neck as I wrote, “Cheap Lipstick = Cheap …” on her back. As I formed the “W” for the final word, that lipstick broke.

“Oh, you’re gonna laugh when you see what I’m writing,” I told Frida. “Now give me your other cheap red lipstick.”

That tube held out to form the word “Whore” across Frida’s marked back. Now that I’d established just what kind of whore I was dealing with, I lifted my burgundy heeled foot. I barely hat to command Frida to worship it–her pink tongue was hot and ready. As she licked, I reminded her of the differences between us.

“I’m a Dior Whore,” I hissed. “A Chanel Whore. A Prada Whore running down a dark rain-slick street.”

Frida practically wet herself at those magic words.

The cheap whore deserved to earn a little money. Emphasis on little. Remember: I had the best implement in my bra. I took out four one dollar bills and one five dollar bill.

“You wanna earn a dollar, bitch?” I slid the dollar bill over Frida’s face. Her pretty brown eyes lit up at the smell and feel of cash.

I spit on the bill, crumpled it up, and threw it across the room. Princess Frida scampered like a happy puppy, ass in air, showing off her back’s decoration. I ordered her to put the money in her boot, and repeated the chase for each dollar. Then, I waved that five dollar bill in front the whore.

“Think you’ve earned five dollars?” I hissed. I dug deeper into my bra. “First, let’s see if you can get this quarter.”

I tossed the quarter at her, like one would a common whore. Princess Frida did her duty, and I had her hold onto that quarter for the rest of our scene.

That five dollars? I slid it against my pussy. And when Princess Frida retrieved it, I ordered to sniff the green paper. She seemed to want to lick it.

My whore had done well and earned all $9.25. I took her back to the dark corner in which we’d started, and I caressed her, ran my fingers through her air and my nails against her scalp. I allowed her to stand.

“Parade yourself over to the after-care area,” I whispered. “Turn for the folks sitting there, show off what I’ve written on you–and then our scene will be done.”

She did as she was told–happily, I’d say, ready to show off what she’d become, been reduced to.

Word has it Princess Frida’s lovely girlfriend spent a week getting that lipstick off Frida’s back. When the shoe fits …

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Jan 12

I have a confession. Last week, I forgot to call Mistress Twilight on her birthday. Now, I have some good reasons. I had a terrible cold, and I was solo-parenting for the week–along with staying at least above water on my workload.

I didn’t realize I’d forgotten for three days. That’s kinda bad, huh?

Now what do I do? Tomorrow is a week since my transgression. Mistress Twilight and I have been chatting about going to Ojo Caliente (a spa on a natural hot spring) sometime in the next few months. Should I plan to head home duly punished? Should I proffer myself for such discipline?

Or should I plead and beg?

Both positions (ahem) are attractive in their own right. As a switch, speaking from my dominant side, I know that having a submissive confess and openly take punishment leaves me in the midst of flying-top-syndrome.  My submissive side knows it is right to confess and bend over.

But I have this brat self that likes to take control. She says that it’s silly to not at least try to avoid the impending doom of punishment. Even if I’ll likely lose and pay more, this brat self says, it will make for a much more exciting scene.

Oh my. How do I shut that girl inside me up?

Jan 04

Mistress Twilight posted a story about how she ended up switching my poor behind here on her blog. I decided to tell you the real story here.

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Look! I have an ANT ON ME! NO MORE OUTDOOR SPANKINGS, MISTRESS TWILIGHT!

I find driving to Mistress Twilight’s home very scary. Not only do I have to drive up and up mountains, I have to spend several miles taking my little vehicle down dirt roads. I got lost, because unmarked roads, dusty and dirty trucks, animals crossing, and NO ONE OR ANYTHING FOR MILES scares this city girl.

When I finally arrived, I unloaded my toy bag first, ready for the spanking I knew I was due. I’d been late turning in my summary sheet at PEP 3 times in the last month. I figured I’d get at least three heavy cane strokes for this, with a good warm-up. But, Twilight suggested I just relax and enjoy the scenery.

The scenery. Like I hadn’t enjoyed it during the FOUR HOUR DRIVE I’d taken through VIRTUALLY NOTHING. I tried to be nice, I really did. I sipped wine. I attempted conversation. But, Twilight only wanted to talk about the sunset or the mountains or the frickin’ dirt that Mother Nature gives us.

Boring.

What did she expect?

I certainly didn’t expect to be charged with cutting a switch. With a Swiss Army knife, at that. I didn’t even know how to open the stupid thing. But, I was a trooper. I took off my robe, swung my ass back and forth as I walked down the rocky and dirty hill (and got dirt in between my toes, I might add), and made sure my breasts bounced the whole way back up.

I handed Mistress Twilight the switch, and she laughed.

“This is a twig,” she said.

I widened my eyes and held up my hands in confusion. “I don’t know how to cut a switch, Ma’am,” I said. “Maybe you’ll have to cut it yourself.”

Mistress grabbed the knife from me–and for a second I worried she might cut me! But she tossed it on the side table where it clanked againgst my wine glass. She pointed to her thighs.

She wasn’t so into the sunset now. In fact, I knew the only thing more attractive to her than the sun setting would be setting my bottom on fire.

Mistress spanked me fast and hard, harder, I admit, than I expected. I suspect she truly was irritated with me. But how could I resist? I mean really, would you pick watching the FUCKING SUNSET over earning an over the knee spanking any night?

All is not well that ended well, however, at least not for my rear end. After Mistress warmed me up, she had me bring her my toy bag.

And take out the hairbrush.

Now, if you’ve ever been spanked by Mistress Twilight, you might know that with a hairbrush in her hand, she goes hard. And loses track of time. And seems intent on spanking you until you’re begging her to stop.

I begged. “Please, please Ma’am,” I finally gasped. “Don’t I still have a switching coming?”

Then I heard Mistress gasp. A-ha! She’d forgotten about it and had tanned my behind past the point of being able to switch me the next day.

I know what you’re thinking: you’re thinking, “Or so you thought, naughty Sera.”

Mistress Twilight does not punish an already punished behind. I was spanked that night for my bratty behavior. My bottom was red and blue, and quite sore all the next day. And the day after.

Mistress Twilight insisted I stay a third day.

To be continued ….

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Jan 01

I spent the last hour of 2009 teasing, tormenting, and torturing two subs on the edge of orgasm.

I had one tied to the whipping post, hands bound behind her back. The other lucky victim knelt on a low spanking bench–positioned so that her face was in line with the first sweet sub’s sweet pussy.

Four of us worked on them.

I called the shots.

They held off on cumming, like good girls. But now I think I can make them misbehave, so that I can punish them for getting off not on command.

What did you do?

Dec 30

No, this is not a post about scat calls. (But if you think you want to do phone sex, you should know: the big money is in scat.)

This is a post about shit piling up. Shit to do. Shit to clean. Shit to move around. Shit to fix. Shit to organize.

When is enough shit enough shit?

When people figure out that you are good at shit, they like to have you do a lot of shit. And when you are good at shit, you take it on, because you can trust, as least, that the shit will be done well.

But I’ve noticed lately that there’s too much shit. I am learning how to say “no.”

In my dreams, I’m independently wealthy and thus able to fund any kind of charity/community outreach I want to do. I have tons of time, because my wealth allows it. That’s the dream.

Reality? I have a 2 year old. I have a stepchild. I have a marriage, and a mortgage, and I work 30 hours a week.

I have more flexibility in my life than most people, having not committed to a 9-5 in a good seven years.

I have  a fair amount of energy. More, I’d wager, than your average Jane.

But I’m tired. Exhausted. I’m wondering if all the effort is worth it, or if I should just take my toys to my sandbox.

Sorry for the rotten attitude in this post. I’m being cagey, I know. That’s the cost of doing a blog with your name and image. I don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings, or cause undue problems for myself.

Every morning I open my inbox, it seems, to find yet someone else wanting a piece–for free, or without really pitching in–of what I and a few select people have built, and continue to build. In my mind, I’ve started telling people, “I’m asking you for your preference as a formality. But I/my group/something I control is paying for this, so don’t even think I have to do what you’d prefer.”

Where’s the line between being a good leader, protective and sound, and being a paranoid, selfish dictator?

Dec 23

It has taken me almost a week to write this post. My apologies.

I’ve sat in front of this screen and not been able to bring myself to write out just a summary of our event in ABQ, for the International Day to End Violence Against Sex Workers.

But a news story ran last night, on one of ABQ’s main channels, about the West Mesa serial killer. The story profiled the mother of who police believe to be the last victim. DNA identification has not come back from the University of North Texas. So, this mother is waiting, wondering. The news story was fairly benign–empty of nasty, underhanded comments about sex work.

But the comments–out of the 17 comments I just read via the on-line story, only 2-3 did not claim that because the bodies of the women buried in the West Mesa belonged to prostitutes and/or drug addicts, they deserved to die and be thrown into a vacant lot like trash, because they were trash.

I thought about commenting. But do I want to engage with these commentors who clearly lack the ability to understand that all human life is valuable? No, I decided. I’d best put my energy right here, and tell the story of Albuquerque’s Red Umbrella Day.

Over 40 people gathered, including a handful of sex workers (in fact, I believe there were only six of us), New Mexico FetLifers, families of the women murdered and buried on the West Mesa, medical students from UNM, staff of New Mexico AIDS Services, and allies.

We gathered and lit candles for the twelve victims (eleven women, one 4-month-old fetus) of the West Mesa serial killer. We read the list of names, provided by the Sex Workers Outreach Project. Attendees lit candles for others lost this year, including Deborah Jeanne Palfrey, the DC Madam, and Terry Benally, a transgendered ABQ youth who was murdered in 2009. We cried. One of our speakers reiterated throughout the night, “It’s all of us, or none of us.” Our guest speaker reminded us that sexual outlaws have always been together–the dykes and the leatherfolk and the queers and the sex workers and the transgendered. We, sexual outlaws, know to trust each other. We can’t very well trust most of those who patronize us, write about us, construct news stories about us, or pretend to be us under the guise of “character” or “creative license.” We are far more ordinary, you see, than those who would take/possess/claim our voices want to understand.

At the end of the night, I asked everyone to keep telling our stories. Tell the stories of the eleven women murdered and buried in a vacant Albuquerque lot. Tell the story of Albuquerque’s Red Umbrella Day. Tell stories that remind those who would ignore a grieving mother because her daughter may have been a prostitute that all human life is valuable.

When I came home from Red Umbrella Day, I crept upstairs to my daughter’s room. She will be two in January. I peeked in on her sleeping body–she lay on her tummy, in Hello Kitty pajamas, her blanket crunched up beside her. I put the blanket that  my great aunt knit 30 years ago for my brother over my daughter’s little body. She sighed.

Every person was somebody’s baby. Every slain sex worker was a daughter or son, sister or brother, friend, lover, mother or father. It is astounding, yet not surprising, that sex workers must remind those who would ignore us of this.

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Dec 21

One of my callers told me today that if  I posted any more pictures, he would get into trouble–for looking at them so often. He also told me that he’d do his best to get me in trouble, for posting such pictures. I wonder which one of us will end up with the hottest bottom?

Enjoy.

Ouch! Was I really that sassy?

Ouch! Was I really that sassy?

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Dec 14
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Dec 11
I picked my own switch for this.

I picked my own switch for this.

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Dec 07

I just sat on it–I think he was happy to see me. I had on a short skirt and a long jacket. Panties? That’s between Santa, me, and the elves.

Really, I just picked my top three gift choices from FetLife’s Sit on Santa’s Lap Giveaway. If you haven’t done this already, you’re missing out.

My first choice? A fucking machine. If I win, I’ll post pics of me and my new toy–after I’ve given it a thorough workout (or it me, mmh?) of course.

What’s your first choice? If you could pick for me, would you select anything other than the fucking machine? Now really, think seriously: me, naked. Ass, red. Fucking machine, pink and whirring. Me, hair down, screaming. Screeching. Begging. Panting.

So yeah, is there anything else you’d pick for me to win from FetLife for being such a naughty girl this year?

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